January 2010
15 posts
the problem
with mom is that she thinks tt everyone just thinks the way like her. fortunately, tt is so not true. then she thinks she is defending you by saying all those things but she failed to realise tt i dont need nobody to stand up for me. i’m a big girl now.
do not let peanuts affect you.
frankly, i constantly REMIND myself tt peanuts is definitely not the thing tt affects any part of my life. never. but i cant help it when it’s from her!!! like wth. i worked hard for the peanuts, who the hell is she to take them away from me? like who the hell is she? and i figured she’ll use tt excuse against me. like saw it coming waaaayy long ago. so, sigh. nvm. just this once,...
oh no.
just back from blog hoppin. realised i havnt been doing much with my life. wadda? sigh. when As ended, i had so much planned. now.. bleah.
alright. i vow everything will be after cny. swear to gd n hope to die for tt. comeon! life’s tt short.
there isnt even a bit of goodness left in you.
and then the qn is.
did it all start w me? was it all abt my ‘fight’ w mom yst. i am almost sure tt wasnt the case but! you’ll never know eh. though all mom did was scream at me, i’m her last contact. but when i went to slp, the first thing tt start was mom complaining abt da, tt’s why i’m so quite sure tt it was still pa and his muthafucking lrge mouth. he just had to tell mom...
and the storm is clear.
that’s what i hate. like really hate. i hate acting like nothing has ever happened before. though tt’s what da taught us ever since we’re young. get over it fast and dont hold grudges. but point is.. i havent really got over it yet. like the IT’S COMPLICATED movie, the kids were crying over the fact tt they havent got over their parents divorce, it’s been ten yrs for...
round so that we would not see too far down the...
Perhaps he knew, as I didn’t, that the Earth was made round so that we would not see too far down the road
-out of africa
“I believe that we are solely responsible for our choices, and we have to accept...”
– Elisabeth Kubler-Ross (via justbesplendid) (via quote-book)
hate it when i’m not in your life but then again. i made it this way :(
fkfkfkfkfk.
damn. i’ve been screwed by my da. wtf. i knew it was coming. knew it was a scam but i went for it anyway. steamrolled through it. i hate to be played the fool. but am i ? srsly dont know. i understand and stand firmly to believe tt if da was financially capable, he wldnt have faulted on payment. but if he knew he wldnt be able to afford.. why did he make such a request in the first...
“Spongebob: What do you usually do when I’m gone?
Patrick: Wait for you to come...”
– Sponge bob square pants. (via quote-book)
dear lord. give mom a miracle pls.. am.
volume: deafening.
sigh. when i told sai of my plans to try livin alone, she enlightened me and i thought.. maybe i was wrong. but when you’re like me, listening to all these crap, one cant help but think this way. so maybe i’m not wrong eh? maybe i’m not. just stop the screaming and deafening yelling. sometimes i just want the ultimate silence. can that explain my profound fondness of libraries?...
WGM! revived! yay. gain jo kwon.. my smile just wont fade. :D