December 2010
24 posts
my household gives me serious heart palpitations. i dont know if i can take it any longer. maybe someday i’ll just have a heart attack and fade away from the face of the earth. then mom will be most delighted, wont she. she finally got rid of one of those scheming bastards she calls her children. what am i, really?
“I think there is beauty in everything. What ‘normal’ people would perceive as...”
– Alexander McQueen (via distorted-iridescence)
what a news on an almost perfect monday morning.
You know how ppl always mentioned home is a safe haven from the ‘evil and complex’ outside world? well.. HOME is the evil and complex world for me. you have to be on guard, you have to tread carefully, you have to lock doors, you have to hide things that matter to you. you cant tell your - - - abt your day out, or your new friends. nothing can be revealed to the she-monster for she...
Met up with yen piang and singyee tonight for dinner. They presented a photo collage of me me and me. A sweet gesture really! I’m touched! :) haven’t I ever mentioned the best days of my life were spent in cedar? They were.. I found myself in cedar. Meeting up with the 3 & 4 M girls always gives me a nostalgia attack. Today.. We sorta made plans to go on a trip, not too sure when...
thank god of tolerance in friends.
Just done with dinner with the girls and man, was I not tired? Daddy, thank you so much for the tolerance displayed by my friends for I was such bad company I’m surprised I didn’t earn a slap or two. Frankly, but I was trying to be as irritating as can be and my lovely friends took in all in! In fact, they were such good sports they took it all in! I can’t ask nothing more from...
You kinda know you’re sick when your throat feels scratchy, your head woozy, and this impending sense of fear growing in you. As much as I would welcome being sick anytime of the year.. Cept during holidays of course. I simply can’t afford to fall sick this week! Confirmation is still pending and I’m still halfway from my target. Oh lord, I’ll cut down on the junk...
fuck the help.
i hate being a messenger. like srsly. gan is such a paranoid ass sometimes even i wanna strangle him. i totally unds pa, i unds that when you’re asking for help.. if you had an ounce of decency in you, you wldnt be demanding. you’re practically at the mercy of others, no? but i get crap from one end and hell from the other. so where does tt place me? and as usual, mom thinks...
and she turned
19. well, happy birthday to me :) 19’s a pretty awkward age, no? hee. i woke up this morning to messages sent from all the love. my sis asked what’s on my wish list and tt got me thinking. though i do have birthday dinners and celebrations.. i’m no practitioner of wishes. when i blow out candles.. wishes are not the things settling comfortably in my mind. odd huh. i once saw this...
